Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Don't try to run when you can't even crawl...

Maybe who ever created the "everything happens for a reason" saying knew what they were talking about.

Last week I applied to over 30 job opportunities in Orlando, Lake Mary, Kissimmee, Titusville, and even Cocoa. The only thing that has happened is that now my phone is by my side all hours of the day. Whenever my phone rings I get ready to turn my "professional self" on and then realize when I look at the caller ID it is my mother, my boyfriend, or some random friend that I haven't talked to in ages. Is it bad that I get a little annoyed it is someone I know instead of a random stranger possibly offering me some miscellaneous job opportunity? I probably sound like a horrible person, but I just want a job! I have been doing too much of this...

My fur-child Zeke keeping me company on the couch

I will get back to my point about the "everything happens..." thing. If I was employed I would of had to deal with packing up my old apartment, the move to the new one and the unpacking that follows. I was so busy that whole time I was almost thankful for unemployment. Additionally, I have been dumb the last week and started a new daily work out routine (created by Sean T from the insanity work out) and decided I would just jump into it, basically start sprinting before crawling and injured my back. I woke up on my "day of rest" from the video and I COULD NOT get out of the bed. I have never felt so much pain in my life! I can almost walk normally again but it has been 4 days of pain.

My point was (before I started rambling) that maybe I was supposed to be unemployed right now. Job or not, I would of started that work out anyways and I would be in this same position. I would like to think that the big man upstairs is watching out for me.

I am still hopeful on the job front and I am thankful I have friends also looking for me. I am still trying to stay positive because it is not worth beating yourself over something you can not control. I am hoping that who ever is reading this has a good rest of the week!

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